I don't know what to do

Happy Haloween! ,,but What is Halloween?
Goodbye summertime today!
so I enjoyed to sleep extra 1 hour in the morning,,,but then,soon it got to be night.
Lately I'm just writing diary almost all day,it means,if I write blog I need 48 hours for 1 day!?
I was used to write blog on CSing profile, so here is still not comfortable,but someone told me another blog website is more better,,??
Somehow I already got out from CSing addiction,so lately I'm sleeping in the night,not for computer for CSing.
Then,in Chisinau,by 2 concerts,my state of mind and body has changed a bit,
besides I'm staying super nice family for over 10 days,besides we often talk about life and God (even if I'm not religious)like family or close friend,,it's crisis of my travel again,I can't move from here.
Most of future Moldovan CS-hosts cancelled me as I expected,it's OK but I can't start sending too many e-mails to CSer in next country as before,CSing and even travel is not attractive for me now.
Now I just want to perform my music and write all of my 3 years here and send mails to everyone whom I like
,,but I know I will move somewhere soon,as it's my nature,and everyday I will answer to question "Why did you decide travel?" even if there's no answer to it but it's my job.

It took for a long time until I remembered who I am,,

Chisinau' TV (by Russian)
 
Chisinau' TV (by Romanian)


Yes,I was a Rock singer in Japan
(even if most famous as "most unknown"),
fortunately I remembered it in Chisinau by my 2 live concerts.
But anyway
now I'm separating from computer,
so maybe it would take much time until I start to write this blog
(from 2011 ? maybe)
but I hopw I will write all of my journey since I left July 2007,to here someday.

"Happy Feelings"

 
It doesn't matter even if it's unknown, just want to eat delicious bread.
Never had a youthful days but, if it was, it maybe now.
Not only in Tokyo but, there are so many various people.
It must be able to imagine, it's easy, just open your eyes.

It's perhaps wonderful thing, perhaps uncertain thing.

I'm satisfied, laugh with you,
What a supreme feeling!



Can I laugh even when I became old, even alone?
Will it end when love fade away, or still continue?
It doesn't matter even if it's unknown, just want to eat delicious bread.
Supreme, even more stronger than worst feeling.

It's perhaps uncertain thing, perhaps wonderful thing.

In splendid season with sunflower blossoms,
I'm satisfied, laugh with you,
What a supreme feeling!



by USHI JAPAN ('98)
translated by Ushi Sushi (2010)

Today is 39th months anniversary of my journey.

 

USHI concert in Chisinau is coming soon,,,

23 (Sat) 19:19~ at Art-Labyrinth
http://art-labyrinth.org/

27(Wed)  around 19:30~  Neskuchnyi Dvor
at Neskuchnyj Dvor charge 12 lei

I will start to write blog here from today,maybe.

So if someone read this, it would be nice,,

http://art-labyrinth.org/

Feels like my house was entirely burnt down

Just befofre I start this long travel,I depositted almost all of videos of my music performances sice when I was 20 to my ex-girlfriend. ,,,After 3 yeas past,we haven't been contacting anymore thoguh, I asked about it to her by e-mail,then, unexpectedly soon she replied but "Sorry,there aren't them anymore."
 (,,,to be continued)

Moldova

Jurnal de Chisinau 
or, by Google Translate


CTC TV

Jurnal TV


MY TRAVEL MEMORY IN MOLDOVA IN 2001 : .I was just walking at the countryside after entered from Romanian border,but police caught me and bound me for a half day (why?) .In Chisinau,I hadn't met any tourist even European (why?) .Soon after my train to Roamania left the station,it stopped to catch and bind me by police (why?) ,,,By the way,I was caught by police near border in Romanian side too,like as "Take off all your clothes!" (WHY!?)


(1,October)
Finally I left Transnistria.
(3,Oct)knocking doors in Gagauzia,most biggest farming village in Europe!?
There are people who demands me to show passport like police then "No, I can't host you because Who are you?",and there are people who say "Sorry my house is not so good." but welcome me even in the night.
(8,Oct)village nearby Romanian border
knocked church but "Sorry". a rugged guy welcomed me and we slept in one bed together.
(9,Oct)after got very wet by rainy hitchhike,arrived Chisinau 20:00, then walked,,in the middle of big park,finally found secret club 23:00,and slept there.
(10,Oct)Club's people planned USHI-concert. Their friend took me to host,but he's also CSer.
(13,Oct)Every future CS-host tells me No Internet (by phone),How will I continue CSing here? (anyway I gave back phone to its owner but,he said) "If you have no place to stay,Welcome"!?,,,as a result,really interesting host but non CSer again! (but No Internet).
(14,Oct)another bar also planned my concert.
(16,Oct)Just 15km from Chisinau but so nice village at nice family,, still continuing lucky CSing.